April
2007
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Searching but never finding,
Wondering who i am and where to go,
My soul is a dark place,
but i see the light at the end of the tunnel (I hope it’s not a train),
I’m sorting it out,
Slowly but surely,
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE DIFFERENT,
Sometimes being different is why they hate me,
but being a blend-in isn’t good either,
you don’t have any presence, self-worth or individuality when you are a blend-in,
Iv’e tried changing my personality to many times,
And every time i get told “I DON’T LIKE YOU BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU ACT”
What should I do?!?!?!,
Should I accept that some people just aren’t going to like me and i have to deal with it?,
Yes probably but that’s not going to happen,
I’m a perfectionist I MUST please everybody,
But if someone doesn’t like me what’s the point of me trying to be friendly to them?,
Common courtesy I guess,
Why do I have to be nice ?!,
Sometimes you just need to blow off steam,
So do it at the person who already hates you.
